big weekend

not really. hahahah. well i got to see my boyfriend from thurs morning to sat morning. it was great we had a lot of time togehter and everything is jsut perfect between us. so yay me! lol. then jon dropped me off at my swim meet at sjsu and i did ok. all the rest of the teams were in so much better shape than the rest of us so they were kicking ass and we were all tired. and then yesterday we had to work at a masters swim meet. all day that took forever i was soo tired took a 2 hour nap after and then went to dinner and did some hw. its really not excitng lol. but wen we were watchin the masters swimming yesterday i totally decided that these ppl were sooo cool! that wen i get older i am goin to do masters swimming with jon and we are gonna stay in great shape lol. there was this 66 year old guy that was the world record holder in his event. bossss. lol. they were super cool. oh and morten came on a recruiting trip and i basically took care of that poor child on sat night. ehh. dont really feel lik talkin about it. dont really feel lik bloggin much actually. its gonna start to rain soon. well tomro actually. and kyle is here actually i think since there is not school at st francis and i think i am gonna hang out with him tomro since i dont hav practice since we hav the 20 hr rule and we worked on sunday. so at least i dont hav to wake up early this morning. so i dont hav any interesting classes for him to see lol so not that exciting. i have my first dual meet on friday. so exciting. lol. against reno. hopefully its not too bad. i missed weights this mornign because i wasnt feeling very good and i def woulda hurt myself or soemone if i lifted. tis a lil more dangerous to do that. ok time to do some online hw during this fuckin stupid class. love you all!

btw go check out teh ucdavis athletics page and check out our teams and go see the sf alum and their pics and profiles! im there too!!

workload chemistry

Date: October 7, 2009
Time: 1:56 pm
Class: Workload Chemistry
Prof: Chubbic
Location: Wellman Hall room 233

OH MY GODDD!! WILL SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME. the class hasn't even started yet and im hella bored. ive decided that i will bring my laptop with me every single class and this is when i will fulfill my blogging requirement. so the jist of this class is that its a review course for chemistry because i did not pass the placement test. i didnt pass my math one either so thats lik a freshman algebra class however. its not that bad because the class i half filled with athletes and everyone is hella chill. our prof is hella cool and i usually rush over from practice so i hav some sort of food in my hands. however, in this class its not so fun. we barely cover anything interesting or imp because it call can be read in the book and/or all of the imp stuff is done on our online homework which is all really gay must i mention. so basically she is going over basic chemistry again in a very slow pace so i find it quite annoying i jstu wanna get outta here. so i decided today i will b online and talk to ppl to make it seem lik i am takin notes..which i usually do but they really arent any help at all...so maybe i will take a few notes but mostly jsut do this and talk to jon online.

tomorrow jon is coming to see me! i am really excited because thursdays are my least busy days i have morning practice at 530 and then am free till evening practice and then math class after. i hav a quiz tomro and hopefully i can leave after that. and then friday morning i have a lecture after weights and i am done till afternoon practice. then after that i am going home with jon and stayin at his place for the night. then at 10 am there is a swim meet at SJSU..if u arent too busy come watch and support!! i love you all! hahhaha.

so swimming is hard. i am the slowest sprinter on the team and a backstroker but guess wat we are lookin for fast backstrokers and im not good enough. its a tad bit stressful when you have this running throught your head sometimes. it kinda sucks. and yesterday we did this test set...and test sets are sets that you get timed doing..pretty big sets and you repeat them throughout the year to make sure that you are improving or not. lol. so basically i improved a tiny bit. but i was soo ughh because wen we first did it...it was the first day of preseason adn i was right next to morgan and we paced off of each other. and yesterday we were right next to each other and after the first 2 100s she just jetted off with the rest of our group that was aroudn the same times and stuff. it was the most frustrating feeling everrrr. i hated it soo much. so i was gettin really frustrated during practice adn stuff but its ok. im over it. lol. it jstu sucks because wen ppl even feel their worst it doesnt matter because they are better than me. i am never going to do any better. but i cant give up. jon gets really mad wen im upset and mad about things lik that. so i guess i better stop thinking like that lol. ok well im done with talking for now. gonna do some reading for my seminar. so much reading...ughhh

love you all!

college

hello,
kiki said that i need to update my blog. i am sorry i kno i promised to write on here so everyone can see wats going on in my life in the lovely town of DAVIS. however, life is rough and has many obstacles that requires many sacrafices....therefore..i do not blog a lot..i dont go on facebook a lot. i dont socialize with my floor. i take naps...eat...study..swim...bike..and lift. these are the essentials of my new life wat some might call college.

today i will find some time to update you on things in life. there might be days where i will actually type a lot and some where i might say a few words..or weeks without a word. but that does not mean that i do not love you all...its jsut life is catchin up with me and there is no looking back. i wish i had more time to talk to my high school friends..and family. or anyone at all. here in davis i have one group of friends..and that is my swim team. every now and then i get to spend some time with kmae and shelley..and if im lucky andre. i see tony around campus every now and than..hopefully i will be seeing him soon once he starts doin polo with his team because they train before us. life is overwhelming..hopefully soon i can manage it all where i can start having fun again. rite now its hard to have fun because its been 2 weeks of class...lots of work to do for me..its nonstop i swear. lectures discussions swimming lifting..its all back to back. and naps are so important here..and guess wat. my floor is rediculously loud its almsot impossible to sleep soemtimes. its quite dissapointing at times.

simple update...
friends...wat friends? jk. my best friend here is prolly morgan...ive known her since i was 8. we met at a swim meet waiting for lane assignments to post and it jstu went uphill from there. its and awesome relationship. we alwyas text...and we live very close to each other. so we bike to practice all the time. and we go to lunch with our other teammate grace who is from san diego. its a really good close group. and there is bridget too..but she deserves her own blog..lmao. and then there is my swim team. there are some i can really tlak to and trust. the sophomore girls..i love them. i knew most of them before coming ehre and i completely adn utterly trust them. and my captain o' captain. julie peri. is fricken awesome. and so is samantha. its a great combo we got going on. and on some nights the whoel team comes to eat dinner at the dc with us. its great. i love settin up big tables with a large group of ppl. it makes me feel really good. the boys team doesnt really interact with us but they seem to be gettin better because we have two freshman boys who talk to us and then some of the junior boys are starting to talkt o us as well. and they eat dinner with us too. tis a lot of fun.

boyfriend....is perfect :D jon and i are doing great. the distance is really hard but we try to fix it. he does a great job with tryin to make it easier for us by driving over here to come see me every other weekend. its wonderful. he puts so much effort out for me that i feel so loved. hes really funny and he really relaly helps me out here. esp since i am soo stressed out about college and all this workload. he teaches me how to manage my time and wat to do first. i am so glad taht i was luckky enough to get him. i always had the biggest crush on him..esp wen i was younger but i never thought it could b real. and now that it is its more than i could ever know. i jstu really miss him a lot. the distance is difficult.

ok this is enough for now. i think ill try my best to do this more..its helps me vent and let it all out. and im sure if ur bored u dont mind reading it all. sorry for the lack of consistancy.

love you all!!