college

hello,
kiki said that i need to update my blog. i am sorry i kno i promised to write on here so everyone can see wats going on in my life in the lovely town of DAVIS. however, life is rough and has many obstacles that requires many sacrafices....therefore..i do not blog a lot..i dont go on facebook a lot. i dont socialize with my floor. i take naps...eat...study..swim...bike..and lift. these are the essentials of my new life wat some might call college.

today i will find some time to update you on things in life. there might be days where i will actually type a lot and some where i might say a few words..or weeks without a word. but that does not mean that i do not love you all...its jsut life is catchin up with me and there is no looking back. i wish i had more time to talk to my high school friends..and family. or anyone at all. here in davis i have one group of friends..and that is my swim team. every now and then i get to spend some time with kmae and shelley..and if im lucky andre. i see tony around campus every now and than..hopefully i will be seeing him soon once he starts doin polo with his team because they train before us. life is overwhelming..hopefully soon i can manage it all where i can start having fun again. rite now its hard to have fun because its been 2 weeks of class...lots of work to do for me..its nonstop i swear. lectures discussions swimming lifting..its all back to back. and naps are so important here..and guess wat. my floor is rediculously loud its almsot impossible to sleep soemtimes. its quite dissapointing at times.

simple update...
friends...wat friends? jk. my best friend here is prolly morgan...ive known her since i was 8. we met at a swim meet waiting for lane assignments to post and it jstu went uphill from there. its and awesome relationship. we alwyas text...and we live very close to each other. so we bike to practice all the time. and we go to lunch with our other teammate grace who is from san diego. its a really good close group. and there is bridget too..but she deserves her own blog..lmao. and then there is my swim team. there are some i can really tlak to and trust. the sophomore girls..i love them. i knew most of them before coming ehre and i completely adn utterly trust them. and my captain o' captain. julie peri. is fricken awesome. and so is samantha. its a great combo we got going on. and on some nights the whoel team comes to eat dinner at the dc with us. its great. i love settin up big tables with a large group of ppl. it makes me feel really good. the boys team doesnt really interact with us but they seem to be gettin better because we have two freshman boys who talk to us and then some of the junior boys are starting to talkt o us as well. and they eat dinner with us too. tis a lot of fun.

boyfriend....is perfect :D jon and i are doing great. the distance is really hard but we try to fix it. he does a great job with tryin to make it easier for us by driving over here to come see me every other weekend. its wonderful. he puts so much effort out for me that i feel so loved. hes really funny and he really relaly helps me out here. esp since i am soo stressed out about college and all this workload. he teaches me how to manage my time and wat to do first. i am so glad taht i was luckky enough to get him. i always had the biggest crush on him..esp wen i was younger but i never thought it could b real. and now that it is its more than i could ever know. i jstu really miss him a lot. the distance is difficult.

ok this is enough for now. i think ill try my best to do this more..its helps me vent and let it all out. and im sure if ur bored u dont mind reading it all. sorry for the lack of consistancy.

love you all!!