anticipation

lets jsut say today was not the best day ever.
first of all it was a lonely day wihtout my boyfriend.
i had a large history test that i think i did semiwell on and a chemistry test.

at lunch andre and i went to the activities office and ate cereal yumm and studied chemistry. sweet

(slight interuption my boyfriend is calling me and it made my day somewhat better =] hes home!!!)

then ppl were telling me about wat was gonna happen in my religion class tomro and lik we go around in a circle and talk about htose that we hav lsot. iono it jsut really upset me that i hav to go thru this again and remember i couldnt practice today. i jsut went thru the movement but htere was no heart in it at all.

currently im making a collage to bring to class of all the people i hav lost in my life. they are truly special to me.

music: lik you'll never see me again-alicia keys

shout out to vicki cao who is dealing wit her loss very strongly. i could hav never done it lik ehr.

those women in that pic up there are the ones who raised me and showed me how to b me. they always told me family first and i forgot about htat for the longest time. and now that two of them are gone i really see it. my mom is the only one left, and im never gonna let go.

my boyfriend is home so my day has become a lot better. i missed him and he is the one thing that makes me happy<3>