slaughtered

today we had a meet against mitty. we seriously got slaughtered like no other! it was so horrible. but just unbelievable at the same time. cus we were undefeated before this and they jsut destroyed us. so i was thinking can u imagine if they went up against ndb. thats even worse. poor things.

so much has been happeneing. the blogging isnt really there. i havent been feeling it too much. today jsutin asked alyssa to prom. it was funny. he got an electronic car and wrote prom on it. i walked with it wen we went across teh street. it went well. i am a tad bit worried about him saying something about hte hotel room thing. and cipi is asking khrysten if we want to go in the limo with her. but we arent. and the room is so much cheaper. and im pretty sure our numbers are set and wat not. and mommy is fine with the room thing cus kats mommy is going to be there. which is awesome. and then we are all gonna get our hair and makeup by my couisn and her bff. well maybe. it depends but itll b good. hopefully my dress comes in lik soon. and i mean really soon cus i want to see it all. marques need to get his tux. and i need to get our corsage and boutineres. and stuff.

i am going to be baking a lot this weekend. i am going to try making ice cream cake as a practice round for kyle anderberg's bday and hess too. so i am gonna do that, brownies and/or choco cookies. my snickerdoodles are still very tastey. i hoep all the retreat ppl are doing well and i hope that they liked my letters. so i think i have a fat crush on the cute shy kyle anderberg. well sorta. haha hes so sweet and loving. hes so shy of girls so that makes him very loving and caring. kmill doesnt really talk to me. and i texted him today and he kidna texted me but not really. and hes nto telling me wats wrong in his life that is making things so hard. my head really hurts. i need to sleep. but i also need to do that math test. and i need to read. and stuff. i have to do my allergy shots tomro mornign. ughhh. no fun.

i sadly dont talk to my lover. he is so busy with midterms and his fone doesnt work. or he jsut doesnt text me back. it makes me very sad. that i jsut cant/dont tlak to him. so i mean its lik im single sometimes. i mean if we are gonna be away can we at least talk to each other. now its a full on jsut not talk and update each other aobut lives and wat not. ughh. its the weirdest feeling int eh world.

graduate soon. graduation party. sunday after...park near my house. everyone is invited. info to come.

so i guess its going to rain tomro and this weekend. oh speaking of this weekned. i dont really have much to do. well i guess i hsould be studying for physics and other school things. but i think that i will be baking. and then i might hit up the mall to check out bakers with aimee to look at shoes. and i need to figure out wat kidn of jewlery i want. cus next weekend is wcals. so its hard to do anything. but yeah bf is far away in sac. khyrsten needs to go dress shopping but she needs to do some other stuff. all the juniors are taking sats on saturday. no life no life. its kidna nice

omg i read my swim schedule for the summer. i swear to god debbie doesnt think tha we have lives ouside of swimming. how am i supposed to be going out to see ppl in the evenign? i swim int eh mornign. i work all day. adn then she wants me to swim agian. i dont go. fuck her. id otn care that much. i want to enjoy my time before i go to college. maybe i jsut shouldnt work in the morning. if she doesnt give me the site supervisor position. i will nto work. ugh


things to come:
may 1: rain, finish college stuff
may 9: wcal finals, uc english test
may 13: kyle and michelle's bday
may 15: senior skip day, ccs trials
may 16: senior ball, ccs finals
may 23: graduation!!!!
may 24: graduation party

btw. i am rooming with kmae in college =]
peace out