sad

i am so sad. i cant believe that international showcase is over! its soo sad. i cant believe it! it was amazing. we did so well except that i messed up but i dont kno. ughh my head is in a lot of pain. all of the trees hit me really hard when i was running around and stuff. my head hurts. the fashion show was fun and hip hop was good. oh did i mention my chinese dress ripped when i was practicing for hip hop. it was crazy i was freaking out. but we used safety pins. i hope someone took some really good pictures i wanna see what we all looked like in the end. i think the show in general went really well.

OMG I AM SOO UPSET. so we got some letters in today about senior stuff that is coming up. fuckin senior skip day is on may 15th. its fuckin the day before prom. IT CCS! i have the fuckin day off anywyas i get cheated of my day off how gay is that!!!! ughhhhh!!!!! and prom is the next day. and i wouldnt mind at all that CCS is the same day as prom but its the fact that CCS is later in the day and its soo tiring and i want to get ready with the girls. ughh its so upsetting i cant believe it. i want to go on a a bus or limo or whatever we are doing. i want to enjoy my time for once, i dont wanna be moody like i always am. i jstu wanna spend my last real big weekend with all my friends. =[ i just hope that it does end up going well.


oh shout out to andrew nguyen cus i guess you read my blogs! ahah i hope my prayer worked for your driving home safely. my mom told me to stop giving you a hard time. hope u drove safely.


does anyone know who is making our teacher speech yet? i want to kno. ahaha. when do we get to vote? who should i vote for? mr ikezi's speech was soo soo soo funny last year. my makeup and hair looks super cute. hahhaha. rando sorry.


my head hurts. i cant breathe. i can feel the pollen sitting in my throat right now and it hurts a lot. has anyone seen my bf? jsut wondering he doesnt talk to me. stupid lil wayne concert. ugh i cant believe he didnt come to my last performance. i am soo mad. stupid boys. i was sad that everyone left so early. i wanted to take a billion pictures because i was so sad.


umm so did i mention that ariana's filipino dance was my favortie. the did so well. yes u did well andrew hahah. it was soo good. they were being all serious and everything was on par and perfecto. i also would like to talk about the prom pictures. well first of all ariana and jomar looked amazing when they were tehre. it was perfect. ariana's dress was soo cute and it only would fit her and her classy personality and jomar matched perfectly. and they corsages and boutineers were cute. huge ass red roses. and it was funny because it matched the background perfectly. yet i had a problem because in the background was this really cute mask but it was attached to this really ugly vase so it kept bothering me. A LOT! hahah. umm jesse and shimono's bow ties were crooked. why didnt the ppl taking the picture fix it. i mean come on be concerned with what their picture looked lik. they are paying money for it. haha it really bothered me. and that wasnt the only time. there were a lot of ppl who had that problem. the group picture was really cute too except poor michelle wasnt looking at the camera and was holding money. lik why didnt the guy wait. i mean come on!! hahah

i dont kno what i feel lik talkin about now. i am kinda sad that this thing is all over. i love our showcase. i think we ran the best one over this year. for the most part it was really smooth except for tahitian. that kinda got messed up cus of the music/sound problems. that never seem to fail because that was always the probelm during rallies. speaking of rallies some ppl seem to b convinced that there is going to be a spring rally. but as far as i am concerned and have heard we are donski. and to be honest i dont think anyone on rally board wants to try and do another one. we kinda just did our all in the first few rallies. those were amazing and we kidna got screwed over by football when they lost homecoming. rallies werent fun after that.

i went to breakfast with anne litak, amanda nguyen, and anne marie stone. it was funny.i dont think i have laughed that hard in a while. esp when its about pretty much nothing. lmao. i came late to school. got a pass and made it to class and slept. hahaha. ok im doneski. im tired.


when am i gonna get my best friend again.