June 11, 2009

8:01 pm

So I am here in LA nd today we went to the garment district and it was kidna hard to find. But my mom and I went to these stores and they were ehh. I went into this one store and I found this pochahantess (sp?) dress that is super super cute. I can find many reasons to wear it but first and foremost the plan is to wear it at Halloween. I think It is super sexy enough. Nd there was this blue dress. Short. Sophisticated. All done up w/ a zipper so I can zip it all the way or pull it down to show cleavage. Lol. I found and envisioned many diff uses. I am so proud of myself for thinking of this and then I walked down the alley. That was a lot of fun but kind of tiring. I got these sandels that are super comfy for 14 but 16 with tax. Oh and those dresses for 13 each. The guy who sold the dresses said he had a son that is 18 but he lives in france and he is in college. Too bad. I bet he had a sexy accent lol. And then I got this really cute old ladies hat for $9 for wearing on the beach. And then I went to this prom dress shop and they had a knock off sherri hill dress for only $95!!!!!!!! Oh my fricken gawddd! My heart sank! I wanted it so so so bad! And then I wanted these spandex shorts but the guy was being gay and not bargaining. Jerk. I was so mad so I walked away. I wanted them soo bad. Ugh. I hope somehow find some in mexico. Ugh yeah basically.


I am phsycially tired and I cannot believe that I am leaving for mexico tomoro morning and if you really think about it I am not leaving for that long. I am going to be back soon enough so I better make the most of it. And I gotta document it all to put u on my blog!!!


So I was texting kyle today and he made jokes and wat not. I don’t kno. I was thinking aobut him a lot! Today. That is so dangerous. I really just don’t know at to do anymore. Sometimes I feel like the boyfriend and I cant last. Its lik the spark has died down. Theres no more excitement. So much serious. And I guess it is just like an old married couple. And I think the other one is just making it a lot easier for me to see that in my relationship. I think i am so much more into it. I just wish he would show just a lil more towards me yenno. Its lik hes playing along and it leads me on. Just making it harder for me. Eh I needa chillax. Peace.