university of the pacific

so yeah im on a recruiting trip at UoP its fuckin amazing. ahhh i am so glad i came here but at the same time im not because lik now im hella fuckin confused. i dont kno wat to do. i guess that i need to list out my pros and cons of both of the schools. there is so much that i need to think about. but yeah so far i am jsut gonna talk about my party. and maybe wen i get back at hoem after i finish everything ill do all the listing and see what you gotta say. anywyas so, so far on this trip its been good.

last night. well yesterday i got dropped off at the pool and met some people. theres 10 recruits here, which is a lot. omg. but yeah it was cool. we went to dinner and started talking to everyone. its really cool. the team is this huge huge family. lik the guys and girls are together. so we jsut hella tlaked and stuff it was fun. and then i went back to the dorm and my host, elena, and her roomie, lia, and her recruit, jesse, we all jsut chilled. it was really cool. i lik jesse a lot she seems really nice and i think she likes it here a lot we are really alike in our situations and stuff. so yeah and then we went to the townies (town houses) and jsut chilled with the whole team, even the seniors. they are done with their swimming career basically. btw my host almost fell on me. so funny. anyways so we went there. ppl played beer pong .i hate beer. but eyah and then i jsut chilled and got to kno the other ppl. lik the seniors are really cool. lik april and maxwell. they are so much fun. and nikki. my fellow shortie and asian. so yeah we basically talked about what is goig to happen tonight. which is amazing. i guess we are gonna hit up a frat party and some other parties. its going to jsut be a huge dance party i am so excited. me and jesse are gonna stretch out in the hallway. haha its going to get sooo hot! omg. it was so hot last night. but i love this team so much and they hav so much fun.

yeah. so today i dont think we did anytihng. we jsut hung out in teh room most of the time. and then watched them practice. we went to jsut hang. and yeah. we each went to have a meeting with the head coach. it was cool. and yeah. so basically i was kinda blahhh. i was so scared of talking about all my injuries. but basically the huge emphasis was about how we are going to work and have a good time. blah blah. i am so distracted right now.

my hair feels gross. i wanna wash it again but im too lazy but i kno it would feel good. im kidna tired. blah. i needa take a nap again before i go out tongiht. cus seriously i am sooo tired right now. i barely have gotten any sleep. the guys last night upstairs were so loud. no one left till lik 130. it was so annoying and then wen i tried taking a nap today with elena the kid upstairs wit the new dj equiptment started playing again. sooo annoying omfg! i mean does it really needa be that loud. i need some sleep gag me. yeah.

i miss my boyfriend super bad. blah. where has he been all my life. ok yeah so i think i am going to see him on monday and i get to have lunch with the love of my life. i dont kno how things are going to work out when i go to college.

i need a nap right nwo!!!! bahhhhhhhh

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im off. kat if u read this i love you!